Issue #54


Authors

Self-Portrait as a Lemon

Content Warning: Reference to Death

My mom likes to add sugar to me like a bee distributing pollen 

(which is to say, like it's her job) 

And bake me for a long time at low heat 

(to keep my loaf dewy) 


The children on the corner 

Mix my concentrate with water for a quick nickel. 

Later they’ll learn to mix me with something stronger 

But equally translucent. 


I was muddled to death, my acidity co-opted

A porous fruit who cloys when crushed 

Only sweet when extinguished or stamped 

Out or snuffed. 


My shell was used, and my pulpy insides too

My sweet and sour conflation deemed conquerable.

My scent is fresh, used to clean up a mess, 


But cut me open too quickly and I’ll sting your eyes. 

Dad always says the best flavor can be found in the rind

So go ahead: grind my rind to zest up your life and I'll let you


Until there’s no tartness left for either of us, I’ll let you, 

Over and over again, until it’s time to discard my carcass.

I’ll thank you kindly with a pucker. 


I prefer an unhurried death: pulped out, 

Used up, leaving you with an evanescent

Fragrance, and a raw, bloodied tongue.

Decay

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